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God Im fucked

Fri Feb 22, 2008, 8:06 AM
I feel like an empty shell of a person unable to connect on any level past a strictly social one. I am curious if it is my own action that prevents that or the people I have talked to. The inner workings of me are a mystery to even me. I feel like their is something in me not even I have discovered and I think that scares me. The fact at my age I really have no idea who I am and what place I fit in society. I think in my photography I try to capture that spark in people not for artistic recognition but to feel as though I am some how apart of it. Like a pervert I observe and try to capture what I can not hold myself. Just some self realization recently.... Maybe I will see something greater in the future.

  • Listening to: Stone Temple Pilots

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:iconbloodydream69:
i can relate. i am almost 27 and i know no more about myself and who i am than a stranger would.
im waiting for that realization, that epiphany, that moment. how long do we have to wait?

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life is a ride. you can either scream and be afraid, or let go and enjoy it.
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:iconmaudib21384:
yeah i always figured i would know what was going on by this time in my life.

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Bring on the change the pain the happiness the tears just bring it before I lose this passion this mind this perception of my reality.
:iconbloodydream69:
me too...what a joke.

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life is a ride. you can either scream and be afraid, or let go and enjoy it.
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