Not to be persistent with down trodden journals but gotta keep the thoughts flowing. I feel as though my inability to pursue a life greater than one limited to that provided by Nashville will be something that in my future I will wonder over. If the door of opportunity stares back at me now like a spot light and I lack the manhood to knock if not open what will it say about me. As I mentioned before I feel there is something within me that is adventurous wild and untamed bound only by thread. Maybe it would be this sudden sink or swim, move to something greater moment that will catch those few strands in the door letting loose something that was meant to be so many years ago... Now i have voiced a desire to run from responsibility but to be honest i think it is becoming more and more clear that my responsibility cant be to anyone else but myself... time to finish school and pursue what I will become. Knock Knock