After going through what I would call an unfortunate relationship change I hit a wall of booze and self pity and I feel usually in situations similar to my own those responces are not to uncommon. In recent days I have realized that the feelings that I held to were ghost of what once was. I tried recently to reignite one of those warm feelings and found I had forgotten exactly how it felt. Not too different than the way a face in your memory fades. I think this progress in my forgetfulness has helped in whatever healing I needed. Given nothing seems to fill that void but that void seems a lil less defined now. I would think with age and experience those feelings of betrayal would not be as vivid as they were in youth and I think that was an ignorant presumption. I think I will quote a movie Cashback to end this.

"I could feel a faint shift in a faraway place. A current of unknown consequences was on its way, moving towards me like an unstoppable wave of fate. "

::Side Note::

One of my preferred lenses is at Nikon for repair so be patient and hopefully I'll be putting out some more work soon.

-Alden